happy anniversary to me.
a relatively okay day for me. NE survey is a whole lot of rubbish i think. made me stay until 5.30 today. wth.
miss tan's so cute. saw her playing badminton wif mr lim in the hall today. haha.
studied. he gave up on me. fine. watever. it feels horrid to have someone giving up on u when u are already on the verge of giving up on urself. yes i do. juz that i dun show it. =/

10 mins later.
alrite. had a quarrel session wif mom. fuck. cuz of HER. man i wish i'm an abandon child. if she think all her screaming at me is going to make me be more like a dog to my sister, i'm sorry to say that I'M SORRY. i'm not a dog to my sister. and i will never be. doesnt mean that she's the youngest one and i have to be the shit for her. doesnt mean that i'm the eldest one and i have to take all the blame and her get away wif everything. if u wan. kill me now.